2 Corinthians 12:9

There are many things I’ll love to write about. But most are best kept private. Pretty pointless to even type that first line out, huh? I wish I could put down in words the kind of thoughts that are running through my head. But they’re too vivid for me to trace. Maybe, when I find the revelation to piece them all together, I will.. Someday.

I was telling Ernie about certain stuff that roared out from the deepest part of my fragile little heart (yes, I said fragile little heart, haha). Things that I never thought I’d ever feel for. That’s right. Change is taking place in me. Change is good, Amen. Pastor said something really profound (to me) during fourth service today. He said, “The confused will only confuse people.” In other words, confusion brings about more confusion. Perhaps I am confused myself, and I really hope I don’t confuse Ernie too.

There are things that I’ll also love to speak to Sammy about. Haha, even the oh-so-affectionate nickname speaks for itself. We wanted to talk tonight, but time and place factored themselves in. Maybe later, in a while, when we’re both less busy. I have a feeling tonight may be a pretty long night for me – maybe even no sleep at all – but I know it’s time we learn how to make time for the needful stuff.

Moving on, here’s something I wanna share from Pastor Benjamin’s message during Arrow service on Saturday. Funny how the topic was also linked in many ways during today’s service. It has since become a faith picture of mine – one I name as my “Faith Porsche”.

The Allspark of faith is Daddy God's love(:

Well, yes. I have a confession to make:  Princess Ada has the notorious habit of doodling during services – helps keep me from dozing off – so maybe this can be an awesome reminder to us: Faith is what drives our lives. But it’s not our faith in God that matters, but His faith in us. And even our smallest of faith (as small as a mustard seed) is purely believing in Him, and it comes only by the Father’s love. His love is with power, Amen!

Weeks back, I was right smack in the middle of a Transformers craze (I caught the movie in the cinema 3 times, how about that). One night, I noticed this personal message on one of my MSN Messenger contacts. It said, “my Allspark.” And it took me a while to grasp what that meant. It was an “OHMYGAWDDDD!” moment when I realised that, hey, Jesus is my Allspark. Jesus is the Energizer of my life, the One who started and powered up my life, and still is the source of life in me.

Wow. What an empowering revelation.

P/S: Check this out. Events Team having fun at Sydney’s Hillsong Conference -  they were about to skydive – and they said, “It flows from the top…” LOL! Sounds scary yet exciting at the same time!