Faith Enough

I’m not really happy tonight.

And I’m not in the mood for any sermons tonight, either.

Ong Joshua and I were supposed to catch a Transformers 2 midnight movie but I kinda messed it up after hanging out a little longer with the caregroup at Esplanade earlier on. And because he was waiting for me to get there, we missed the ticketing time. So we ended up hanging out for a while before he drove me home.

In my shower, I was thinking about how in another 2 to 3 months, you’re going to start being away all over again. There are so many things I wish I could do with you.

Rwar.

Today’s Arrow service message was pretty good. Pastor preached a message on faith, and it gave me the answer my Father inquired of me on the way to church today. “Do you really want it, Princess?” He asked. “Idk,” was the answer I gave.

And then Pastor flashed a faith picture of something really awesome to me – a picture of 2 men carrying the humongous bunch of grapes on a long pole from the promise land. It came across as the visual of a cross to me at first, and I saw those 2 men as the ones who were crucified alongside with Jesus that faithful day, and the bunch of grapes as my precious Saviour who was crushed for my sake. How amazing.

Anyway, happy birthday, dearest Cheng Shao!

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Now playing: Jars Of Clay – Faith Enough