It all boils down to the one thing.
This is me. How I lead my life. How I choose the paths I want to take. How I do whatever I like, whatever pleases me. How I phase out from everyone and everything when too much stuff get to me… And I just dissipate.
I realise how I’ve been rolling down to Egypt. The land of double stress. So burnt out that I can actually count the zits on my face with my two hands. Why do I keep falling from my rightful place? Sometimes, I figure how lost I am and it scares me.
It scares me how I’m not anything I used to think I am.
And watching 花样男子 really doesn’t help at all.
Maybe we just need to blank out of reality at some point or another in our lives.
Well, on the brighter note, at least Chelsea won the FA Cup.
Off to meet the Rovers now(:
