It’s close to 0100 hours and I wanna make this entry a quick one. My eyes are closing on me already and work awaits tomorrow morning. Again, it’s that sort of I-wanna-get-stuff-off-my-chest kinda thing. Sermon’s playing but it ain’t exactly registering in my head. IDKY!
In ever random nature, I figured that being insecure isn’t the way to go at all. My mates told me to beware of rebounds. I think I’ve just tangled myself in one worthless rebound, oh well. Nevertheless, goodbye, rebound. You are really, really attractive in many ways. But I don’t want another insecurity for the long run.
Okay, so many things have happened.
My 2-month old LG phone cost $250 for a repair, so I decided to pass on it and got myself a Sony Ericsson T700 at $190 instead. And I finally signed up for Arrow’s HistoryMakers 2009 Camp at $370 today. That’s more than 500 bucks gone. All of this month’s pay. How am I gonna survive this month?!
Jesus – my High Priest – will provide, Amen.
FOWA 09/10 has just ended. It kinda made me miss my old FOWA days – my family, Ravna, my sexy Wiseman, Jason (whose hands are so nice to hold), and all the fun stuff with the rest of the camp helpers. I felt so motherly towards this bunch of juniors – I could cringe just thinking about it (because I’m only like that towards the BF) – and I even cooked chrysanthemum tea for them on the night of FOWA prep. 20 bucks of love and TLC splurged on all of them. It makes me wonder why I’m doing this or why I’m involved in the Union at such a period but yeah, it has been such a ride.
Oh. Boss took the entire company out for dinner on the eve of Good Friday at Garuda restaurant as a farewell for Liyana and a birthday celebration for Zen. Then the lot of us headed down to Party World at Shenton Way for some KTV fun. Boss and I sung a duet together but I was horrible. I left rather early to meet the Union bunch at Zouk Phuture but not after Boss told me about his offer of a place for me in the company upon my graduation. Well, that made me feel really honoured. And I’ll make some serious consideration on this.
Yeah, so I went clubbing with the Union bunch last Thursday. As far as a party animal like me is concerned, I think clubbing with the right crowd is always crucial in determining the outcome of the night for me. That night, I felt awful corrupting the kids (taught them how to drink tequila pop and introduced Red Bull vodka to them) and erm, the usual dirty dancing took place too. It was more or less a social night out for me and it was just purely fun, so to those concerned parties hanging out with me that night: don’t get me wrong 
All I can do now is say, “Jesus, I cannot. But You can. This addiction will fade away in Your name, Amen.”
And finally, I was able to join the CG for 4th service today. Thanks to Coach, I got the cheque to pay for camp. Sam told me Clif was blessed by an unnamed someone who paid his fees for camp; I could totally share his joy because Sam’s mom blessed me for the last Arrow Adventure Camp in 2007 too. But still, I’ll claim this blessing for myself and know that someday, I’ll get that again – too.
I taught the CG some camp songs and how to play the Sailor game. We’re all contemplating on the thought of learning that Wonder Girls dance routine for camp. Awesome. Arrow Camp gets me so excited just thinking about it. My events team alone is one heaven of fun to be around with. What a blessing(:
Ooooh. Chelsea thrashed Liverpool at Anfield 3-1! Sweeeeet. I like.
Oh wells. Work tomorrow. Internship ends this Friday. I’ve got tons to prepare for. Wanna get something special for my colleagues. All I need to do is just to find time.
Rwarrr.
Time for bed, goodnight.
