You know what.
It suddenly dawned on me that this year just breezed past me in all in a whimsy.
Time rockets so fast that I don’t even feel like I’m soon into the third year of my polytechnic life. Time passes so quickly that it’s almost a year since Reu left us. Time flies.. And I realise I’ve actually been single for the past two years.
Wow. Makes me want to review the goals I set for myself early this year again. I doubt I’ve achieved them all, though. Funny how I’m ecstatic that we are living in the end times. Because I’m going to see Jesus really soon. And Reu too 
Uncle Freddie emailed me about Sunday’s memorial service at night. I said I’d be there. Don’t know how I’ll turn out to be – probably tearing the whole service through, maybe – but I still can’t believe it’s been one year.
One year can do so much to me.
A year ago, I was still a silly year one who was never shy to wave and say hi to every senior I met. I bumped my head into stupid, senseless things but most of the times, they didn’t really hurt that much. A year ago, I wasn’t the kind who’d skip lectures and tutorials as and when it pleased me. A year ago, I didn’t dislike poly that much. A year ago, I wasn’t even attending church!
Now, I detest school more than ever. I dread pulling myself out of bed to get to Dover. I’ll rather go to work instead. But now I love church to bits.
I don’t really bother saying hi anymore. Beats me, either. Well, just a smile will do, I guess? A smile can go a long way and do a lot, you know? Though, there’s this certain someone in school, who buzzes off that delirious jittery hype in me whenever see him. And I guess I tend not to smile a lot when it comes to him lest I give myself away. It’s amazing how I try not to blush when he says hi or bye to me every time we bump into each other at the food court, while I just give a smile in return instead. Why couldn’t the eye candy be as nice to me when he was still in school?! I miss my (now botak) candy man.
Oh, well.
On a sidenote, Jan and Kerhan are back from Aussie now. My dearest Cousin will be coming back this Saturday too. And I’m wondering.. If Cuzzie could bring back just one pair of metal logo Havaianas for me 
Food Implosion qualifiers tomorrow. Gotta enlarge my stomach in the Lord’s name!
oops! you should have asked about the havaianas earlier! i won’t be heading into the city anymore i think. sorry couz… um, next year maybe if you don’t mind? anyway, see ya soon! (:
LOL. It’s okay. I ordered from my friend’s sister! Gonna be getting it at 45 bucks only, YAY =D Seeya soon Couz!