You know, the happiest days of my life will have to be my secondary three days.
I want to go back to them, so badly.
I long to return to those training days in preparation for our Sabah expedition, that Langkawi Wilderness exchange programme where I met all the nicest guys ever, my holidays spent with CampTeen, my beloved seniors and teachers, and my limited freedom.
Tell me, don’t you reminisce of those fond memories too?
Sad to say, the Victorians and I have drifted apart. The Barker guys have all changed, somehow. But I have transformed the most.
It’s sad, isn’t it? How people come and go. People seem to leave me faster than they come. That scares me. And I don’t like that uneasy feeling.
Sigh. I miss Calvin Korr all of a sudden.
My Korr who is ironically four days younger than I am. But I am forever his Xiao Mei and he is that Korr to me. Perhaps his little sisters have increased throughout the years, and I’ll be lucky if he still remembers my birthday. But I’m sure he does (:
He told me this three years back, “If you need a listening ear, I don’t have one, but I have two, okay?” And that “SUPER SUPER BIGG -HHUGG-” to compensate for all the days that he was gone..
I miss them. So much.
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Sigh. It’s 0409 hours now.
I think I’d better catch some rest before service later.
