Free Cone Day. It brings back a lot of personal memories for me.
Here’s an example:
This mobile phone strap (the exact one with the exact same colour) was something I had during my secondary four days but it spoiled eventually so I took it off. But that was with me for a really long time until it finally wore off. Its shelf life reminds me of the way relationships work.
I’m in love with someone I can’t stop loving and I don’t know why.
He was someone I used to queue for free cones with, but today, I was almost alone if it wasn’t for Jo. Thanks, the Jo Clan never seems to fail me. Jo asked me why I bothered queuing; I said it was a personal tradition of mine apart from the absolute love for Ben & Jerry’s. He questioned my scandal with the past. I couldn’t give him a proper answer.
And when Aaron told me after physical training tonight that he sought my Beloved for help with our upcoming orientation events, I totally flipped. Although I’ve said about drawing the line when it comes to work and play, I don’t know how able I will be.
Nonetheless, having him around helps. He isn’t exactly the cure for me, but he’s a drug I can afford to take. As much as I want to, I know having him near me is almost impossible. But that’s probably just me.
I read a book by Kenneth Copeland about hope being the blueprint of faith. Supernatural hope always surpasses natural hope that dies off and promises little. I have to start having the Godly kind of hope burning within me.
Anyway, on a much lighter note (because I think I’m divulging too much).
I was on my way to the bus stop when the eye candy came into view. HE SMILED AND WAVED TO ME! You could not imagine how ecstatic I was! I was smiling from ear to ear as I waved back. It was what I termed as ‘momentary happiness’.
So many thoughts are running through my head now.
My apologies for the abrupt conclusion.
I am desperate for sleep.
