Filed under: Rovers
Woke up this morning realising it was 5th July.
2 years ago on this day – I remember it was a Tuesday – and we were having Poly 50 circuit training that night. It was post-BTC, and those were the best days of my Rovering journey. That day, it was your 17th birthday. And I remember getting you that Stranger wallet (which you almost lost some time later), and you texted, “Thanks ah 
” to me when we were both in Den.
And last year, I remember making a scrapbook for you and that very special Youtube video on your 18th. I remember us all heading to some bar at Somerset after a pool/arcade session and you getting really drunk – there were horrible clips of you, still – and it was such a funny sight.
Today, I’m pretty ashamed to say I haven’t prepared anything for you. Yet. I guess I have until tomorrow. I am clueless about what to get you, dear friend. Seems like the longest of time since we last had a proper conversation.
Rwar.
But still, happy, happy birthday(:
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Now playing: Corrinne May – The Birthday Song
I’m not really happy tonight.
And I’m not in the mood for any sermons tonight, either.
Ong Joshua and I were supposed to catch a Transformers 2 midnight movie but I kinda messed it up after hanging out a little longer with the caregroup at Esplanade earlier on. And because he was waiting for me to get there, we missed the ticketing time. So we ended up hanging out for a while before he drove me home.
In my shower, I was thinking about how in another 2 to 3 months, you’re going to start being away all over again. There are so many things I wish I could do with you.
Rwar.
Today’s Arrow service message was pretty good. Pastor preached a message on faith, and it gave me the answer my Father inquired of me on the way to church today. “Do you really want it, Princess?” He asked. “Idk,” was the answer I gave.
And then Pastor flashed a faith picture of something really awesome to me – a picture of 2 men carrying the humongous bunch of grapes on a long pole from the promise land. It came across as the visual of a cross to me at first, and I saw those 2 men as the ones who were crucified alongside with Jesus that faithful day, and the bunch of grapes as my precious Saviour who was crushed for my sake. How amazing.
Anyway, happy birthday, dearest Cheng Shao!
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Now playing: Jars Of Clay – Faith Enough
Transformers 2: Revenge of The Fallen – I just can’t get enough!
This movie is better than the first. Less plotty, more action! I like. And watching it for the second time with the caregroup today was awesome. Still laughed at the funny parts. Still cringed at those “awwwww” moments. I’m growing to love these mean machines more and more. Can’t wait for Transformers 3!
Come Saturday night, it’ll be my third time catching it – this time, as promised to Josh some time back(: Woootsies. I think it’s gonna be really fun and cozy, hurhur.
I remember telling Kev the other night about these emotions, raging for months now. Bleagh. I’ve decided to enjoy the moments until the time comes when I’ve gotta let them go. “Enjoy the moments, but don’t act on the emotion.” ada has very well learnt to deal with that.
So.. Hort Park night walk with the caregroup was a literal CON. I didn’t expect bridges. Or what laymen term as the tree top trail. Some man-made tree top trail constructed with purely metal stuff. It was not a good feeling being on those things. I don’t like bridges. Even the Rovers know that.
Oh, well. So the caregroup finally knew my fear. I’m not afraid of lizards, ghosts, being alone or even the dark. I’m afraid of bridges. But the view at night was pretty spectacular. I’m anticipating all those glamour shots of me on Facebook, muahahaha.
Okay, back to my SM textbook now. I’m barely there!
But today’s devotional was so apt. Seek Daddy’s kingdom and He’ll solve my problems.
Amen! ‘A’ for SM paper please, Jesus! I seal that in Your name.
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Now playing: The Fray – Never Say Never (Acoustic)
Filed under: The Clique
Don’t let me go. Just don’t.
Because right now I can hear you sing:
Picture you’re the queen of everything,
As far as the eye can see under your command.
I will be your guardian.
When all is crumbling, steady your hand.
Makes me feel all solemn and sad hearing such a song, and it makes me miss you too.
We’re pulling apart and coming together, again and again. We’re growing apart, but we pull it together. Pull it together, together again. Time waits for no man, they say. So don’t let me go, dear one.
No matter where you go, or how long it takes.
Even if it’s 4 years in Melbourne. (:
Because it’s never enough to say, “I love you, man of God! ” Really.
Missing you as always, my little Prince.
Filed under: Random
I’m filling a space
Burning a chapter of your life
This was the place that only you would know
Walking away
Watching the ashes as they fall
Sever the skies
Bury the truth
Forget the time
These were the years
You tried to leave behind
Whatever we are
I still remember the way we were
Sometimes when I’m with you
These feelings falling
Like a landslide
As both of our dreams collide
Reaching into your eyes
I can feel you crawling
Through my veins
Like catching the first sunrise
Mesmerized
Awesome song(: I like.
You are the strength to keep me walking. You are the hope that keeps me trusting. You are the light into my soul. You are my purpose. Your love, it fills my soul. You hold me in Your hands and You won’t let me go. You steal my heart and You take my breath away. Will You take me in? Take me deeper now. And You are all I want. You are all I need. You are everything.
Wheeeee.
Lifehouse is on the roll!
